Only Friends.

Wouldn’t want to make it obvious because it would be messed up
But I get that same feeling at the sense of your touch
Can’t feel this way, fighting this feeling for years because…you’re just a friend
And only friends were we meant to be.
See…
It’s been this way for a while now
I appreciate that time we spend, those special minutes of only five or ten
Maybe hours, maybe days but the fact of the matter is.
They’re all special.
Special in a sense that our emotions run deeper, hidden and soon I realize that I just…
Can’t feel this way, fighting this feeling for years because…you’re just a friend
And only friends were we meant to be.
But...
What if I wanted to break the rules?
Get around you and lose my cool?
Express how I feel because I know it’s real and in turn you feel exactly how I feel.
Becoming one and not caring that I…I
Can’t feel this way, fighting this feeling for years because…

-Angela Ayam